you always promised me
that one day
the stars would shine like they used to when we were young
you always said
you'd love me
and even now i have realized
that you filled my head with pretend worlds and lies of happiness
i dont ever think i'll be able to recover
it feels like im being choked by the loneliness
and it feels like the loneliness is you
everytime i see you my heart races
and a pain in my chest acts up
I just realized that,
even though you filled my head with lies i cant let you go
my heart and my soul wont let you go
do you know how that feels?
it hurts
so so bad
sometimes
it hurts to where i cant stand it
and when i drop hints or tell you
you blow it off
you let me fill up with a burning sensation
that melts me from the inside out
when will you turn around
when will you turn around and save me?!
you said you'd protect me
but where are you!!!
I'm still waiting
trapped in my own darkness
I'll wait till you finally turn around and hear me
screaming to you
"save me!!!!"
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