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There's times like this, when you find out who was really always there for you and who wasn't.
Times..
when you realize the people who are willing to fight for ones they care about, people who are worth fighting for.
I've realized now that two people didn't really give a damn about me, but acted as if they did.
And then when the people you care(ed) for hurt you and the ones you care for. They say things that you never thought would be directed toward you.
You see, I have this fire temper that I'm working on. It's from energies of tempers directed at me from others. s**t like this makes that s**t flare. Some people won't ever be willing or able to understand me.
So to those of you who have always been by my side when I've needed you, those who have cared for me and taken me into deep consideration.... I thank you for this.
If it weren't for you guys, I'd be much worse off.
And to those of you who backstab me, and betray my trust in you..Go find yourselves. Exit my life permanently, because I won't tolerate that kind of treatment.

I don't want to give this power of affecting me to anyone ever again.