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Wow, it's been 2 years since i met my best friend, who ultimately contributed to nearly every life changing moment in my life...

Thanks Matt

Played GH3, and Rock Band 2 and MW2 later to honor this occasion

also the day i got an Xbox 360

--Hmmm.... events today..--
-Friend came over
-Saw dad for first time in a while
-a friendly enemy got xbox live
-another friend got a cell phone
-Another friend got grounded.
-Went nearly insane
-uhhhh arguments


------------------Upcoming Events----------------
Job Orientation- 6-21
Bamboozle concert 6-25
Mom's 40th birthday 6-26
Dad's 41st birthday 7-10
Matt's 15th Birthday 7-18
Ash's 16th Birthday 7-28
Very Crucial day, The one year day 7-30
Paige's 16th Birthday 8-12
My 17th Birthday 8-13
License??? Not sure

-------------------- That's pretty much all i can think of for summer so far----

------------------------------Thoughts------------------
Well, the job part has to be good for me, meeting people, making money and s**t.

Bamboozle, hmmm.. gonna be a great show with a lot of indie, punk bands and s**t. Hope I don't have to work that day though or i'll be mildly pissed off

My parents Birthdays, well they are getting old haha, what more is there to say.



Matt, his birthday will be pretty good. He's turning 15, one year from freedom.. I remember the good old days when i was 15.. well I was nearly 16 though haha. I'd like to get another visit to NC in my schedule but with work and s**t I highly doubt that will happen. Next year it definitely will though and maybe winter time.

Ashley.. wow, well she's really catching up. She'll be getting on the road soon and everything. If your reading this, come up to PA sometime, I guarantee it's a hell of a lot cooler up here. I'm glad to see your growing up too, although your every bit as mature as i remember from when we used to talk all the time.

Well hopefully you two won't push me out of your lives when you get older, some people tend to get those tendencies.

hmmm, oh. The crucial day. My first day in Monroe, NC. The date of my first kiss.. ahh, I remember it like it was just yesterday. The way everything went.. The really stomach angering Full Throttle, to the rollaids, to the hoodie haha. Then the kiss, I was really awkward and shy back then.. needless to say i'm very improved thanks to the week that followed. Oh, what else? hmm, just some games and GH3 mainly.. that was OUR game back then, I remember the jalapeno peppers, the BBQ chex mix and how I felt completely full for 3 days due to the odd atmosphere change. HAHA and passing out on the bed.. OMG.. well, my first kiss happened that day.. sometimes I wanna go back. Sometimes not, but needless to say, I won't forget that day or anything that happened... It all began in Richmond, VA Holiday Inn parking lot. I'll detail this during that week.

Paige's bday, I don't know her extremely well but having a bday the day before mine just makes it quite easy to remember.. Hope all goes well for you Paige.

License??? well they are taking schedulings at the moment so i guess I will wait. Not that i'm really in a rush anymore



Which brings me to the subject of Chapel..

Well, she did hurt me again

I'm not sure of what exactly went down, how she feels, or why she still logs onto AIM. But she also hasn't explained anything to me..

needless to say, I know she will move on sadly, So i guess I should too. I will wait a bit, a few months maybe to see if she does explain anything.. If not... then sucks for her. I'm not gonna sit around moping over this when i have twice before.. Why I don't like to date down.. Because younger girls always give in to their pathetic parent's whims. Give me a ******** break, this is the next generation.. REBELLION ********!

Well... still debating a few things about this... still regreting some, and dealing with a few coping mechanisms of mine, but I'll wait it out, maybe being single will be fun

hell, a ONS would really get my mind off of this s**t, although I'm a much more "commitment" type of person




Friends of the day:: Matt, Jennifer, Phenoix, Beans, Danny, Jeremy


Notes to some people

Beans: Get your parents that money!

Chapel: Learn to explain yourself(it makes you spineless to hide), DO i still love you, yes, will that last long? not if you can't explain yourself. You are still the one i want but, like i said, If your ******** with me, that's not going to stay that way.

M.G: well, I'd like to have a chat with you but that can be on your terms, I'm always able to talk, AIM, XBOX, Here, phone. whatever. we do need to have a chat though... do I love you... as a friend, of course. so have some heart, some rebellion if i must say and lets talk, or at least a sign ehh? Well, at least try to let me talk to my friends without KICKING ME. I was really pissed after that. remember, I had nothing to do with the incident that ******** up your memory.

Ashley: find a way to give me a call soon, we also need to have a chat. Or set of a time so we can talk. Or even message on xbox.. It's your choice as well.

Best case scenario::

Chapel explains herself, M.G and I sort out these problems, which I'm willing to do. Ash and I talk about what's going on.


that's my life.

bye