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the dont know how much it KILLS me to see or hear that.. i cant tell them. but its eating me away. so much pain so much sorrow so much regret... too many thoughts. u know that paing u get wen u like some 1 but they r inlove w/ some1 else? that sorta the pain im feeling but i dont know y. and this pain is Much Much greater! where is it coming from? how can i get it away? 1 thing comes to mind but im struggling to keep it away...