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Friday, April 30th, 5:15AM , 2010. .

Dear Journal,

Dang journal. It's Friday again. It's odd isn't it? how days tend to just fly away like that. One day you are at one place, the next, you are somewhere else, then sleeping and preparing for the next day. Time, why do you go so quickly? why must we try to have fun before you say "Goodnight". I don't want time to go so quickly. Like a blink of a eye..it's another day. It feels like that today. I just don't want to go to sleep. I want to stay up and do everything I want to do. I'm not sure if it's the right thing to do. I have to go to church today. Honestly, I would be lying if I said I wanted to go. I prefer staying home and watching that end of the world movie here. At home. The church has suddenly gotten crowded, and I just hope that if I go today, it's not that crowded and I don't have to sit so close to the girl who I like. Yeah journal, I actually like a girl. She's dating someone though. Someone 3x her age! he's like thirty something and she's barely nineteen I think. I still wouldn't date her though. I'm sixteen and I prefer dating someone who is like 2 ages close to mine.

Journal, journal, I love God, with all my heart. It's just church that's hard to go to. Especially if they're is tons of people. You understand readers? you've been in those kind of situations right? where you have to go somewhere...people you don't know. You basically do that everyday, cause people go shopping around people they don't know. I guess it's something that everyone gets used to. I guess I will have to, too.

I wish I could do everything I wanted to do in one day, but it's hard. Ha ha, anyway..I am going to bed. I hope that I don't have any bad dreams or anything.

Thanks for readin.