Cause I haven't done much thinking lately. Just doing. I've gotten so shallow. :/
Listening to Frou Frou and Imogen Heap. I love her so much. And she totally expresses my mood now. =)
So I think I'm relapsing. I just keep thinking how I do so much for him and idk, does she really help quite as much? I don't think so...and I keep imagining myself in her place. It's so dumb. And it hurts a lot. >.<
Sorry for being vague, just had to get that out there.
Then I'm just thinking about what happened to me. I feel so empty and like I'm just trying way too hard. I didn't used to have to try hard. I felt sad a lot but idk, it was sort of peaceful at the same time. like...ugh I don't know. Shoot, see, I already forgot most of the things I was thinking. I just wish I could go back to being me. I'll leave it at that cause I forgot everything else. D:
--the end.
 LadyAlisyn · Tue May 18, 2010 @ 02:49am · 0 Comments |
