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Yeah here it is my yearlong secret
So anyway i found myself thinking today, last year i made this friend and fell in love with him litterally but none of my friends know. Yet i am no longer in love with him because... well so much has changed. I cant believe it is still him. Well now i havent seen him in a week. He broke his leg running from cops, yeah that has changed about him - he now RUNS from the cops-. Today i found myself continuously thinking what happened to the guy i used to love? I find myself saying not that much has changed yet when i think about it, every time i say it, i am lying to myself... I guess i should just give up all hope of him going back to the old him, and stop being selfish and do what is right for others. Oh well... I'm depressed now knowing that i might die tomorrow in some unfortunate paper clip accident when he probably wont even care less. he will come back to school ask where I am and find out i have died. Knowing him he would be like Oh well that's to bad... so anyway.

Well thats all bye everyone sad






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fat_oreos
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commentCommented on: Thu Feb 16, 2006 @ 01:34am
T-thats terrible! I guess my advice is to give him time... maybe after a while, he will calm down and grow up a little... you can only hope that eventually he comes around... but my advice is to try to move on... it sounds like he's the kind of guy that is kinda full of himself, you know... just thinks of himself and is selfish... maybe that's just cuz he hasn't grown up yet... who knows? Time is our worst enemy and our greatest ally... the only problem is the waiting...
*pats your back* cheer up,.... if you can...^_^


commentCommented on: Thu Feb 16, 2006 @ 01:37am
thx rikukega i needed that *sob* I finally let this out after over a year of holding it in.



Princess Skankface
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[Aku~Soku~Zan]
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commentCommented on: Fri Feb 17, 2006 @ 01:25am
Hey.... I know who you are talking about.... grr... you don't know the half of it... why does he have to be so darn hot? If he was butt ugly none of us would feel so sad.


commentCommented on: Fri Feb 17, 2006 @ 01:33am
yeah i know lil bit but u dont know how many times i have cried over him and i dont know how many u have... but i do know quite a bit of it please give me that much and yes, yes he is hot...



Princess Skankface
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ATOMiiC PiiKACHU
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commentCommented on: Sat Feb 18, 2006 @ 09:20pm
Katie, stop being so selfish. Can you hear yourself talk? He isn't like that. He is going through a hard time...k? Start thinking about his feelings...not your own.


commentCommented on: Tue Jul 11, 2006 @ 07:46pm
how do you really know gabby when you havent been here all year?! and plus that was very wrong to call me selfish ok? i was just going through a hard time and thought i could rely on my friends to help me... well theres another time i was wrong...



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