Hey, can't believe how long its been,
Since the last time I've written anything, I wonder how much i've sinned.
My parents hate me, and i've always questioned why,
It hurts so bad just to here there bullshit it just makes me wanna cry.
Why can't things go back to how they once were,
Where friends were still friends and my parents didn't stir.
I just need to be alone in my mind for awhile,
To gain my composure and become numb to the wild.
Find me hidden deep inside my thoughts,
For the most stupidest reasons i feel like i've been shot.
My reality has gone to hell and i don't know what to do,
Bring me back to heaven god...please give me something new.
Its funny you know...how much i think Louie's my devil...
If he's my devil than my dad must've been my angel...
But I ask where is he now...
My god took him from me, and i don't know how...
I still believe him and love him but whats going on,
My lifes going to hell...its like a weird depressing song...
But you know what one thing in this world that i have,
My one and only reason to no longer be sad.
My girl...my one and only happiness,
When I'm with her all the problems go away and I don't have any stress,
Even though my parents hate me and my lifes going to hell,
I know that just her love alone will always keep me going well...
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Never stops loving...
Don't give up on me, and I won't give up on you.
Never stops loving...
Don't give up on me, and I won't give up on you.