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My eternal love... and hopefully my true love...
I feel as if I never want to love again after I have already loved you...
I cannot imagine myself with another man...
I want only you there... it's as if my life would never be the same again...
Even though it would be better in a way if you were with me.. but I just would be heartbroken if you had left me...
I wish for your happiness so much that I try so hard not to be selfish... But it's so hard since I have an urge to be with you... I try so hard... I accidentally hurt you...
I wish I could be nicer... I know I am selfish, no one is ever completely unselfish...
Everyone wants something or someone...
Sometimes you have a dream person.. but when you finally have that dream lover.. sometimes you actually don't feel anything for them.. you may for other people though...
It's very confusing... life is complicated.. love is complex...
Everything has its up's and down's... Things we have to live though.... I hope to pull through....
Continue on with me... Continue with me and create a new life on this earth with our own blood mixed within the life... Care and raise it with love... From both of us to care for it and love it as our own...

Okay.. I feel in complete love right now ^^'' i just had to let it out on this and the journal before ^^''
I just love him so much >/////<
I hope to keep being forever with him.. hope to be his wife-to-be and marry him finally... live together and start a complete life, and help a beginning life from our created life... a child...


I Love You..... I wish to tell that to you each day... I hope you would hear me when I say it to you... heart heart heart heart heart