~My first time smiling while nothing funny happened...
~My first time laughing when we are together...
~My first time missing somebody after you leave...
~My first time I felt so giddy when ever I get to talk to you
~My first time to fall in love...
~My first time to ever been loved by somebody who are not blood related...
~My first time being so happy just thinking of you...
~My first time getting jealous over you...
~My first time feeling so insecure of myself...
~My first time feeling that my heart skip a beat...
But...
You are also the first to make me feel and act this way too...
~ My first time feeling sad because I've been let go by you...
~My first time feeling that I wanted to die because of you have left me...
~My first time of being despair and lonesome...
~My first time crying non-stop because of you...
~My first time feeling my heart shattered to million pieces...
Still...
You are the first that make feel all that...
I dont hate you...
But...
I thank you...
For teaching me...
How to be simple...
How to live life...
How to love...
I thank you sincerely...
I dont have the word to describe it...
But...
I know you'll understand everything...
I have hidden the feeling that I dont want to show you at my weakest being have ever fall but it can be read if you highlighted it with you mouse...
