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Love is a Battlefield
Okay. Never mind. She broke up with him, and he got expelled. Long story. The self-centered version that X told me:
“I broke up w/ him last night, telling him that we need to chill. He got rilly mad. So he broke the little windows on the doors of the 2nd floor wing. IT’S ALL MY FAULT.”
The more realistic version that I managed to compile:
The ex-Bf was dumped last night, after a shallow and mean breakup convo. The next day, he had to talk to his friend that was on the other side of a wood door with a glass window. He knocked at the window, and when the friend didn’t react (those windows don’t make a sound.), he knocked harder. The window popped out and shattered. He was expelled (he had other offenses).
Way to ruin your life, dude.
Haters:
The haters are now officially defunct. They’ll always be mean and shallow though.
Pining For My Life:
I haven’t been able to get over the guy that I’ve been liking-no-loving secretly for the past school year. I haven’t told yo the story yet, I think. But here it is. Let’s call him Mr. Man
Last year, Mr. Man and I were practically best friends. We talked and laughed and flirted. He was really sweet and had good manners. He also didn’t have an overinflated ego like some other guys at the school. I couldn’t help falling for him.
After summer break, I was put into a different academic class than him. I had the same gym and elective, but the academic classes are where my personality really shines. But on the first day he didn’t even say hi to me. We would talk a little, but only on boring subjects, like Spanish Homework or whatever. Then, after the semester ended, we didn’t talk AT ALL. I couldn’t find the courage, and so we ignored each other. It killed me every time I walked past him without being able to say anything. And
Now, one of my best friends is pining after him, too. She is in the same boat as I am. We both were best friends with him, and then something happened and he started to ignore us. What a douche.
But the thing is, I can’t get over him. At all. I’m still pining for him, same as I have been for the past year. And it sucks. Every time see him, I felt like I’ve been punched inside. I need to get over him.
Live, love
Fear nothing, feel everything,
Never settle, never die.

On a Lighter Note:
I’m into Christian rock/metal now, not because I’m religious or anything (I’m way atheist and secular-ist. In fact, if I HAD to b a religion, I’d be a Jew.), but because the lyrics are deep and they need decoding. The music rocks too. Check out Flyleaf’s new album, Memento Mori (which means ‘remember your mortality).

BHLA ♥