Sunday, February 14, 2010 (Valentines Day)
So today is valentines day. I'm feeling the love. Pretty soon I'm leaving to go to my dad's house so him, my brother Zach, and I can go see The Lightning Thief. I looks like an interesting movie. I still don't know why its called The Lightning Thief if its about a boy and water? Whatever, I'll figure it out.
After I come back from the movies, I'm going to be hanging out with my cousin, Ivy and leaving to go to Wunderland. I love wunderland. It's the best arcade in the world. Everything for a nickle! */Two thumbs up. That's pretty much all that's going on over here. My valentines day seems good to me. heart
Friday, February 19, 2010
So today I got to miss school due to my stupid dentist apt. They cleaned my teeth, and we didn't expect it to be that quick. I'm not sure why mom is letting me have the whole day off, but... Sounds good to me.
Before I talk about later today, I want to tell you how shitty of a morning I had... So mom came home from buying Mc. D's for breakfast... And when she walked in the door she had coffee.. This isn't just coffee.. It was a LARGE! COFFEE! Not even joking. This thing is HUGE! So... She gives them to me to put the straws in them and when I set it down on the desk... I got up to take my food over to the table, and they BOTH spilled.. I was so sad. T__T Mom was more relived nothing got ruined like the computer or something, but I was like... I was pissed. xD They both spilt all over the floor and now there is a HUGE stain!.... My whole house smells like coffee now though, which is a good thing for me. But, I never even got to taste the beautiful thing. v_v......
So about later, my plans were going to be get a new cell phone and then gather my friends numbers so we could go hang at Pietro's pizza or something but, sense I'm not going to school I don't think that's going to happen. I think my plans now are to go buy a cell, then hang with my cousin... then go to dads. Busy life right?
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
I got my own laptop last night which I am currently using. Thing that sucks is the internet is SO DAMN SLOW right now. Did I mention I'm sick? Sleepless too. I keep trying to force myself to sleep but whenever I get about 10 minutes of sleep I wake up and my heart is always pounding hard. It's not a good feeling either. Today sucks. Seriously sometimes I regret life. :/ So here I am... Sitting out in the living room because sleeping didn't work, and my internet isn't letting me do ANYTHING! I'm even lucky I could get to my journal. Everything's so loud and I feel so nauseous.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 (Dr. Seuss Day)
So I went to school, (I'm going to talk about that later) and after I went to the after school program thing, I took my cell phone out of my pocket... So when I turned it on, the screen was dark and you could see nothing except the time in the very top right corner of the screen, and even that was blurry. So, I had my phone for not even two weeks now, and its damaged. Like damaged to the point we might have to get a new one... So that sucks but... Despite that my day went good.
It was a pretty normal day. Art, math lab, health, language arts, tested in math class, and science. My two last classes, surprisingly, I'm excited for. There is the guy, Sebastian. So you see where this is going. xD. He has kind of got me to enjoy the things I hate. When school was over I went into the cafe and waited for the "The Zone" group leader to pick me and the people in my group up. The cool thing was my friend Arial (guy) was in there and so was... Sebastian. So, that was fun. After after that... Me and Arial hung out until he had to go to his touter and I had to be picked up. Arial is about the coolest 6th grader in my book. I'm happy about where I am right now... Hmm... <_< Now hopefully I can get a new phone, or at least get it to work.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
I feel so un-cared for. Whatever I do, or say, or anything, my family gets mad or un-happy about... It's dumb stuff they get mad at me about too. Mom treats me like I'm a stupid ten-year-old and whenever I try to make my point about it, it usually ends up in this big lecture that generally will end up in fighting. My brother is always looking for some kind of way to get me mad or upset, its not just a brother-like thing either. This is WAY too far. I wish I could run off and create a new family sometimes. It's like I almost don't know my family. Right now in the background all I hear is, "******** YOU, MOM!"
"NO, ******** YOU, SEVE!".... I hate my family. Life is so goddamn frustrating. I want to end the stress and break free.. But of course I won't do that... Even though sometimes I loose it enough to keep reminding myself to be careful.... I hate this fighting. I hate this crying. I hate this feeling of being alone with no one to understand how you feel. I'm so left in the shadow of the world I don't know whats going on. No one gets me at all. I just want to be happy again. I don't even know what this is anymore?...
I was two points away from passing my math OAKS test today... I was proud of me... But no one else seemed to be on my side....
Sunday, March 7, 2010
I'm in love. I felt everything I could have possibly felt, and nothing feels better. No one can feel how much he brings to me. There is no words to describe it. He's more than the world to me. I take one look at him and I know exactly where I am. I am in love. He is un-like anyone else. No one could ever take his place in my heart. The warmth he brings to me every second of every moment were together; I'm under a spell, a deep long-lasting spell. He gives me the strength to make it through everyday. He's the reason I feel so accomplished. He takes me for me, and I don't have to worry about any of that stupid drama thing kid's like so much. My heart is pounding one thousand times per minute every time were together. The love I feel is un-forgettable and my word stands strong. I am in love.
Monday, March 8, 2010
So today I've had a great day. I went to school, saw Sebastian, hung out with Nick, and now I'm home listening to music and eating tater tots... It's only 12 days now until I go to Disneyland. Spring break is so soon. I wish days like this could be more often. There's only so many years you can live, why not make it worth while?... I don't have much to say other than that... Today has been one of my favorites...
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