Okay so, it's kinda been a year....but Valentines Day is next, so, might as well.
I'm lazy. DEAL.


AWKWARD.(very, super,extremely) Not a fun Valentines day. at all. I didn't go candy stealing, which is my FAVORITE thing to do on Valentines day. I almost went home because one of my teachers said I looked sick.
Well, after my idiocy of my big mouth, Alan left in a rage stomping his feet like a little baby. Dave said that he was sorry, and left. I was left in a park in the freezing cold, to reflect on what had just happened in front of me. Did Dave mean, "I'm sorry you had to see that"? or did he mean "I'm sorry I can't return your feelings"? ARRRGGGH. Life, your fired. And guess what? You don't get a severance package!
I didn't get another secret admirer note. I assume it was because Alan, who I figured had sent the notes, didn't like me anymore. I can see why not. I completely squished his poor little heart. I think Dave was in the process of doing the same to me. I felt really bad about what happened to Alan.
No sooner did I think that, when I see Alan in the hallway with a rose(red) in his hand. He was in front of my locker. I needed to get to my locker. He was being a very difficult opsticle. I couldn't have just gone to class, math was next. I have a whole different binder for math. Alan knew this. How did he know this? I don't know ask a stalker, they can tell you how one can acquires this information. I walk up and politely ask him to move. He moves, but not to the right, not to the left, but forward. FORWARD. His face to close for comfort, and the rose now touching my face. This I quote: "I know you don't like me, but 'loved' is not a word. When you love someone, you never stop loving them. It just the way things are."
He placed the rose in my hand and walked away. Girls around me were squealing and asking me questions. I didn't really hear them, I just thought about why they were asking, and squealing like they were. I suppose someone who didn't know our history would find that romantic....*blush*


Well Well I hope that was worth the wait! and guess what? there isn't another Holiday till Easter! HA HA I don't have to write for a LOooooOOng time! booyah! blaugh