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(Continued...)
...you do something for the first time, those first memories would never usually leave... ^^''' Yeah.... That's how it is...

And now (someone) is worrying, seems like a little too much, about things.. of course things won't last forever, like I said in the other one I did, if you try your full best to keep it, it may stay.. unless you give up it the end when you're already so close to the end... that'd be bad... ^^''

Um, but yeah.. ^^'''
All '' I'm '' worried about is that the one who will leave is 'him'... thats all..
I will stay is all i know... sad leave already if you think it's going to end! it'd be bad for you to stay sad anyways... i will forever stay in my spot when you leave... keeping the memories i did have... i will never betray you.. nor leave you.. i love you... i would never want to do anything to hurt you... I will do my best not to upset you... I wouldn't want you to hate me... if you leave me, all i ask is that you need to be happy...

..... oh wow XDDD i dont know if that's what i'm trying to say, but that so far what came up into my mind now when i think of the leaving... all i am best hoping for is that we stay forever... if you love me that is... ah! im blabbing again XDDDD i don't even get why i always do this in journals when im not actually talking to someone right now ^^''' dont mean to but it pops up whenever it comes to mind... o.o''' okay, need to stop now or i'll keep talking ^^'' bye :3