Something is eating me from the inside out
Feelings of Doubt
Nothing is working all feels numb from here
Feelings of weakness
Everything is crumbing around my feet
Feelings of Loneliness
Everything seems dark when its day
Feelings of Darkness
Something is pulling me down
Feelings of giving up
Something is stabbing me
Feelings of death
All things around me just seem so fake, I try to look into the faces of thing that I think are real but nothing comes to the light, the darkness will stay until I want it to leave until I feel the reason for it all to be bright to be day to be light .. But right now its all darkness let nothing in nothing penetrate my feelings nothing to see the real me .. ive tried to be the changed man I need to be but its not working dark?light?Real?fake? nothing seems to be what its meant to be nothing seems to be what I want it to be … One thing seems to go right then all others turn into s**t before me ! I don’t know what to think anymore .. words mean nothing . actions are depleted and I hear no sound. So I ramble and rant .. but no words come out .. nothing comes to mind when I try to think before I speak,act,accuse. Its all my fault and no one can change or make the outcome better no one can make all the hate or pain go away no one can make my past better no one can swallow the pain for me no one can hug me until I cry no one can rub away the hurt. No one ! so now im left here alone by myself in the darkness.. no windows or cracks. No Anything to show me the sun nor the moon or the stars.. Im Left All Alone To Tremble In My own Hate, Fear, Agony, Left here to be lower then low!
stare
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