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Azuki..I have to confess something..something I never told you...

It was long ago..too many years for me to count now. It was a time where sadness was the only thing I found. It was a time where love was only an object, being played with by god. Yet, I've defied god, I've defied reality...I'VE DEFIED FATE...

You've heard only of my success with bioweapons, technology, and power. Now you'll hear about my pain, my struggles. You'll hear about the life I lead before now, and the problems I faced that today would seem like a mere fly bugging me...But no, you have not heard this story. You haven't heard of my alternate personality...my ill fated love life wih Jessica Sones. If you think you knew me...you know nothing at all...you know not of what made me the way I am today. Now that you know the success I have now...you should know about the failure I had then.

I wasn't always this way...no...not always. These are my untold stories.

Azuki..I never did tell you that I did not trust you...for at one time..I truly did not. Maybe Snow Mount was fate, or maybe wasn't. You must read this...for not even immortals can live forever.....I was in a place that no man dare to cross near.......

I was in...THE RUINS...