I just thought that iwas about time I should add new entry 'cause it's been a long a** time. Eh. So what can I say? I got ********' jacked. By my friend!! Pathetic if you ask me.. but what can you do? Scream and yell and beat the person up? Where would that get me? My $30 dollars back.. and pride? Pfff. I really don't need it back that badly. It'd make me a bad person. I'm not going to be the bad person here. She is. Oh well.
So, Jacob kinda made me feel like s**t today. Pfff. He's good at doing that. Why would it matter so much what he thinks? It really shouldn't. He's just a ********' guy that shouldn't mean much to me.. cause I don't even know him. I've been talking to him for like.. 2 years.. on the internet. That's it. Eh. ********' b***h. I told him that he was going to drive up here with Paul and see me and he was like.. "Hahahaha Why the ******** would I do that.. Blah Blah Blah Selfish me.. Nobody does anything for me so WHY should I do anything for ANYBODY?" Well.. if you did things for other people they would do s**t for you, buddy. GOD!
Then there is Steve. He asked me to go with him for a walk in the park.. I said no... I really didn't feel like going. Plus... I would want to put on make up and look all pretty for him and s**t.. and it just didn't appeal to me. God. I feel bad for saying no to him. He texted me and was like.. "Are you mad again at me, or somthing?" WAY TO MAKE A PERSON FEEL GREAT! God, babe.. I'm not always mad at you. Blaaaaaah. Whatever.. I'm just.. blah. Horrible mooood today. I need to relax. I waaaant WEEED.. AND E!!!! Drugs kill. Don't ever do them, okay kids?
I'm out.
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While I'm naked painted from head to toe, I'm so aroused.