Random Rambling
I admit,
I'm scared.
Help me.
Save me.
I hate my life.
Not really.
Just kidding.
Well, maybe a little.
I confuse myself.
Save me.
You are not helping at all.
You are not saving me.
I am asking for help.
All you do is stare.
Pity me from afar.
You are cruel.
But then again, so am I.
I treat you unfairly, when you love me so.
You scare me.
It is scary how much you care for me.
So why?
Why care about me?
I'm doing nothing but hurting you.
Go ahead, just spit on me.
Hurt me.
I deserve it.
Save me.
I pity you.
You are pathetic.
I try to save you, even if you ignore.
I fail at everything.
I'm sorry, I would say.
For what? you would say.
For everything. I would say.
Don't be. You would say.
I hate it when you do that.
Let me be sorry.
Just let me be.
I hate you.
You hate me.
Obviously, it is a love/hate relationship.
That you and I are in.
So why,
Why do you do this to me?
Talking to you pains me so.
But you force me.
You constrict me.
You strangle me.
With your words.
I wish you would just go away.
No.
Don't go away.
Stay with me.
Don't leave.
Just because we don't see each other anymore,
doesn't mean you can do this to me.
I hate this.
Just...
Go away.
Leave me be.
Please.
Everything would be better off,
For you, and for me.
If you just went away, and never returned.
But i would not forgive myself,
If I told you to go away,
You would hate me.
I would hate me.
Everyone would hate me.
We would never exchange words like how we did.
But alas, we hardly exchange any now.
I suppose, this relationship of ours will cease to an end.
Slowly and painfully.
I would hurt. You would hurt more.
I would cry. You would cry more.
I'm sorry.
Don't leave.
