I could not sleep at all tonight! I think that the new medication I am on is causing the sleep problems - however, for the first time since childhood, I am not depressed at night. But ... in the past two nights, in total, I think I got maybe 6 or 7 hours of sleep. I am so tired! Even when I finally do drop off to sleep, I can't seem to stay asleep for more than 3 or 4 hours before I wake up, and then can't fall back asleep again. Emotionally, I'm doing extraordinarily well, physically I feel like I just ran a marathon. gonk
I think I need to call my doctor and ask if there's something that I can get to counter the side effects of the Zoloft.
But at least I passed the couple of hours that I lay there awake thinking positive thoughts, and I was happy - my heart glowed with happiness, and it's glowing now. heart ^_^
And now ... I think I might try one last time to get maybe 2 hours of sleep or something ... *dies* ... gonk I wonder if I should maybe stay awake and write a bit more - till I literally cannot keep my eyes open. That'd be great ... *yawns* It would be so nice just to lay down and fall asleep in a few minutes' time. *envies people that can do that* emo Nope, I am too tired to try to write . That's good ^_^
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Flight of the Unicorn
vampire saying: "I love you, I bite you - it's all the same thing."
I was only half alive. Now I will live twice as much in half the time.
I was only half alive. Now I will live twice as much in half the time.