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name says it all.
the attitudes of anna
there's whatever anna. she's dressed in black jeans, a black, jazz shirt, and a black jacket. she's also wearing the fedora hat that normal anna is usually seen wearing. she has this really laid-back feeling to her, and, as her attitude suggests, she's leaning against a wall or something else most of the time, like she's sleepy or something. she watches twitchy anna pace back and forth. "what's your problem now?"

twitchy anna isn't really twitching that much, but her head moves side to side a little at a rapid pace. she's looking around everywhere. she's wearing pajamas, a fuzzy robe, socks, and has really messy hair. her eyes are wide. she fiddles with her hands which are clasped together in front of her, and, as mentioned, she's pacing. "what if i don't find anybody? what if i'm alone for the rest of my life? what if it's just us?" there are, of course, other annas in the room.

there are two sitting together in a corner. one is depressed anna, that's curled up in a ball, and rocking back and forth. her eyes are also wide, but she looks extremely energy deprived and, well, depressed. she's wearing clothes that are too big for her. soothing anna is rubbing depressed anna's back, and continually muttering, "it'll be okay...." she occasionally pulls the other into a hug.

whatever anna replies her twitchy counterpart, "then i guess you just won't find anybody, you'll be alone for the rest of your life, and it'll be just us. i don't see what's wrong with that." she's sitting at a table, leaning back in a chair that is also up against a wall, with her feet on said table.

"there's everything wrong with it!" twitchy anna protests. "we'll be ALONE and just talking to ourselves for the rest of our lives!"

whatever anna shrugs. "whatever. there's nothing wrong with that. if you guys would just calm down it'd make things a lot easier and more fun to deal with."

"HOW CAN I CALM DOWN?" twitchy anna yells, her whole body starting to shake and tremble.

"easy. just do it." whatever anna pulls her hat down over her eyes, as if she's going to sleep.

"it's okay...," depressed anna repeats from soothing anna.

"yeah. it will be."

"you guys will keep me safe...." twitchy anna turns to her.

"safe? SAFE? how are we safe? this is terrible! it's an earthquake of instability!"

"it's a way to cope...." although depressed, depressed anna is the most logical of the bunch.

there's a mean anna. she's sitting on a counter, also huddled up in a ball, but looking much more grumpy. she quickly retorts, "cope? cope with what? we have no problems." she has issues, and denial is a very common thing with her.

soothing anna steps in. "hey, life is tough. everyone deals with it in their own way."

"i don't get what's so hard," mean anna practically spits. "you just stay in your room all day on the computer. other than that there's school, and that's it. what the hell is so hard about that?"

"perhaps it's the lack of life that's making me this way...," depressed anna mutters.

twitchy anna jumps with realization. "YES! that has to be it! we have to go out and get a better life!"

mean anna scoffs. "and how do you propose we do that? everybody's busy, which is why you have no friends to hang out with in the first place."

suddenly whatever anna speaks. "will you guys just shut up already? i'm trying to sleep. none of it matters. just go about your own business, and what happens will happen."

twitchy anna quickly protests, "but what if-"

"what if the world explodes? if the world explodes, the world explodes. that's it."

depressed anna speaks next. "but we might be able to do something about it...."

"can you make someone love you? the most you can do is just continue talking to and meeting new people, and keep living. sit down, shut up, and stay that way. i'm trying to sleep."

and that is usually how it goes every so often in my head.

Anna Godly
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  • User Comments: [2]
    Delicate Danger
    Community Member





    Tue Nov 10, 2009 @ 06:01am






    YOUR MIND SOUNDS A LOT LIKE MIIIINE.









    Siegfried006
    Community Member





    Thu Nov 12, 2009 @ 11:02pm


    Your mind does sound like mine, few years back. Course, my true self found some duct tape and now its bliss silence.


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