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I'm getting swept away. I finished that paper last week and somehow pulled a great grade outta my a**... yet again. I seem to do better last minute... totally weird. Anyway today I have two midterms and then me and my roomies (Jayme and Sushima) are going to Chevy's for Margaritas. Yum.

I need to get my medicine ball but since I did not sleep tonight it isn't wise to go on long trips. Plus, I'm going to be really sore since I've been working my a** off in volleyball. I got my schedule and I have a game in Davis! I hope some people can come! It's on Friday in November... need to look at the exact date but I'll for sure have it up about two weeks before. >W< I hope someone can come to watch. It means so much. But at the very least my real family will be there, even if my sister cannot. >W< My mom is my buddy... Hey hey and Andrea might be able to go >W< OMG that would be rad! Anyway I have a few games most of them are home but those are in Feb and January. We have a buncha good games and they are almost all on Saturdays in the afternoon. PLEASE come and watch.

>/////////////////< I've really worked hard. I haven't played as a middle for three years and I'm getting much much better! I am one of the best outside hitters on our team <3 So I have no competition there. He is trying to help me serve floaters right now... it's hard but I can do it! I find that I have a harder time serving when there is no pressure than when there is pressure. I like being able to place the ball and knowing that we will be getting points or not. OH! We won our first intramurals game >W< That was awesome! It was like amazing tastical! <3 Yesh.

I'm replaying Zelda Windwaker again since my roommate kinda teased me into beating it all the way through one time now I need to redo the 100%. I'm so compulsive when it comes to that kind of thing. Haha!

School has kept me pretty busy and when I'm not busy, I sleep. I need sleep. I've been sleeping pretty decent, about 6 hours or so... but since I workout hard in volleyball I need that time to sleep to help build more muscles and regain my strength. My body feels like rubber a lot of the time and Karate doesn't help. The people in my class are super nice though so even though it hurts, we generally have a good time in that class.

In English class my teacher basically told us that Choices only become "good" when one looks back on them. I think this is untrue for the most part. I realize that most decisions you do not percieve just how good they are in the moment you make them but there are still some where you can feel it. Like I know when I chose to live that I made a good choice. I remember crying because I was so happy with my decision. Yup yup. It wasn't the best moment in my life but it wasn't the worst. I also have to wonder if happiness would be looked at in the same light. Can happiness only be percieved after the moment has passed? What about saddness then? Or are the tears proof?