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I felt it again today, the pain, the longing. This time the emotion was overwhelming, bringing me to my knees. It was a flood, a broken dam of fire. Yet I still feel no release. The flood waters have not yet receded, a steady trickle creating a river of blood. The air is stagnant, unmoved, utterly quiet. An inerrant swamp of feeling. And I am trapped inside this hell. My limbs held here by heavy chains. I try to lift my head, try to think but it is virtually impossible with this bear trap of lies cutting off the circulation. I try to cry out but I cannot, my sound is muffled. Torn as I am from the world, what would it matter? Who would hear me? Who would care? They are there and I am here. So I wallow in my pain, the river becoming higher, it's crimson flow coming up around my ankles. There is nothing I can do. I will drown here, in my own fiery plasma.