Oblivion can be such a happy place.
You can be content thinking and seeing only what you want.
But is it worth it?
Once it shatters and reality comes shining in.
Once the oblivion shatters the pain starts.
The pain which is ten times worse because you knew it was there but you turned a blind eye by choice.
Chose oblivion over reality.
Now you can see with clear eyes.
The things you chose not to before.
All the pretty words.
All the sweet things.
They were a lie.
Sweet nothings to get close.
To lead you on.
And now.
Now hes gone.
Left with out even a word and all you have are the shards of the happiness you thought you had.
So was it worth it?
Was the illusion of happiness worth the pain that tears through you now?
Was it worth the tears you're crying and the sobs that rack your body for that little but of bliss that never truely existed?
Time will pass and the wound will heal.
And maybe you will learn from the scar that will be left on your heart.
