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My friends tell me i need to post on my life so... here goes. I am what some people would call a poser because i hang out with everybody mainly "goths". Ill talk to "preps" but some of them i hate with all feeling. I am too tall with long flowing brown hair. I am pretty durn thin if i do say so myself ive lost a lot of weight lately but none of the guys will look at me at my school because im taller than all but one of them. my best friend, sakura_darkwolf is the exact opposite. She is short, with shorter blonde hair and very thin. I have a crush on a guy that is going out with one of my other best friends-let me tell u he is sooooo cute- and yesterday i went to her house. So here is the beggining of my first ever journal entry.

so...
Yesterday i went to chrys's house and ray came over. I was so excited to see him because i had not seen him in 9 months. well he came over and sort of started flirting with me just a little you know... cause i looked a lot cuter than the last time he saw me and no offense to chrys i looked a lot cuter than her.. I was wearing a pair of designer denim capris with a black "logoed" Shirt and a white button up over it with one button in the middle buttoned. so.. he got there and we were riding in the go cart.. It was freezing outside already and riding the go cart in 60 degree weather! -I live in southern alabama so that is very cold down here and let me tell u now whatever u may think about us down here I AM NO REDNECK!!!- It was freezing. So when he got there he asked Chrys if she wanted to ride in the go cart with him since she is his girlfriend and everything and she said not right now. So guess what he did told me to hop in and ride with him and i didnt know what to do so i did!! So then we sort of spent the day riding with people and driving then we went hiking in woods and blah de blah de blah.. so then chrys felt she was being ignored by him and so she got her feelings hurt and everything so they worked it out and from 11:30 till i left which was like 5:30 she ignored me. Yeah and some of those times were awkward like we were watching a movie and suddenly it got really quiet and i turn around to see if they had like left and they were sitting there frenching.. I think that was really rude because they could have gone to her room and done that but no...

Post and tell me if i should tell her how i feel or if i should just let it go..


heart Yall,
Shippo