Last night was awful, I cried myself to sleep...I felt like stabbing myself. But I didn't. I'm just so depressed and angry for no reason. I've cried all this week I'm just...so tired and I'm a mess. Maybe I should just hide in my room like I always do....Maybe I won't be on gaia later....I feel hated. I don't know why I just do...I feel like people would be better off without me.