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Ello! Im Darian or, Doom I have a pretty screwed up life. First off my parents are devorced (boring), I had three near death expirents (...WOW!), everyone hates me, because I abuse people then ask if they want to be my friend (snore), and my mom has a fat b*****d for a boyfriend did I mention hes a slave driver as I say (ewww.)
This one time i didnt do the dishes, and I had to cook my own dinner, clean my own dishes right away, and they mentioned something about doing my own landry with out a washer or soap. I hate life thats why I have some pretty low suicide thoughts.
The one thing Ive noticed is that Im weak, crazy/cyco, Im a hipracrit, Im dark, and Im a nerd. The way I noticed I was weak was because I never have courage. I have no courage becuase of my damn shyness (that part at the reason I dont have many friends.)
The reason why I think Im crazy/cyco becuase I love vileolence, death, fire, hell, blood, and doom. My favorite thing to say is omnomnom.
The reason why I think Im a hipracrit is becuase I allways tell people to accept people for who they are, but then I turn around and start yelling at people for who they are. The reason why I think Im dark is becuase I think of suicide all the time.
My favorite part of me would be that Im a nerd. Im a nerd becuase I love starwars and I collect hot wheels. Call me a nerd or a geek all you want becuase who gives a s**t as my favorite person ever would be Penywise the clown. He keeps me going I always say hes my whole world (cause he is.)
If theres a person that I would thank god for would be Foxy Persona. Foxy has allways been there for me through the toughest time (mostly middle school drama.) Theres many people who have a gaia familys well I have one too!
I have a uncle Pat182, a brother Foxy Persona, a aunt sweet celerastal maiden, and a mom Emo Muffinz. I suck at life WOOHOO! Ill get mad at someone for throwing a blueberry at my face (I have a short temper.) I have many issu- *sneezes fire* 0-0 eh happens all the time.
Well Ive had people try to hack me three times (WOOHOO!) Oh yeah when ever theres words in theese () Im talking to myself. Sometimes I want to kill people, but they dont deserve to be dead (weirdo.) *punches self* not helping damn mind (OW!)
STOP STAIRRING AT ME!