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Okay so far theres 2 people I know who help me through it all.

Kelsie and CJ.

They are my family.
They are my life.
Everyday they get me through the days I must
I may not get to see them as much as I want.
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This is for a special friend named Rebecca.
She was my lover at a time.

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Her name was Rebecca

I used to love her
shes in my life
I can't help but be jealous of all she is
I miss her but I'm so over her
Whats left of me to become?
My mother?
My father?
Or maybe the one I loved?

What am I supposed to do when
Life is so boring
Don't leave!
Please Stay!

Her name was rebecca
shes sometimes a b***h
shes sometimes a hater
shes all that I'm not

Your all that I was
your all that I want to be

Her name is rebecca

Her name means so much
you mean so much to me

Please stay!
Don't leave
life is so boring
Someone shoot me
I fell over backwards in this spiral of love

Her name is Rebecca

Shes what I want to be
shes what I envy to a horrible degree

Someone shoot me
I fell over
backwards in this spiral of love
Life is so boring
I fell so hard over her.



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