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It's time to start a new. A day with no regrets. A day when I know I have people who love me and care about me. No more being upset or feeling lonely. I know that someday someone will come to me and I'll know they are the right one for me. Even if they aren't white and my dad wont like it, I dont care. I found the love of my life and he'll have to accept it. It's time to grow up and become a true woman. Live life to the fullest. Enjoy being a 16 year old before I turn 18. Once I'm 18 that's when life truely begins. I know now that sometimes you just have to let go and move on. No more hurting myself. No more blaming myself. It's time to be happy. Time to grow up. Time to start and become a new woman. I'm going to do whatever I can to see thoughs I love and care about. Make as much money I can to do that. Learn to wait. Get my education. Try and make my band happen. Sing at graduation with them. Then get on with life. Become a great wonderful mother like mine was and become a good wife. No more crying. No more being upset. No more of the past. It's time to move! cool