You know when you get a cat or anything... you get really close to em, and when they pass away you feel like you've lost a part of yourself, that's my weakness, the other day my cat had to be put to sleep. He was such an amazing cat, and I felt he was the only thing I could talk to, (I'm rubbish at confessing) When my granddad died I sat on my stairs and talked to him, I'd tried using a diary but that just didn't feel as satisfactory. I need someone to talk to to feel totally at peace... But I'm not very good at communicating, and I find it hard to tell anyone when something bad happens... I just clam up and feel crummy, but I guess I can post my feelings on here.... SO if you have a cat, don't take it for granted... love em like nothing else in the world is real, and grandad... wherever you are I LOVE YOU!!
crying I MISS YOU crying
 123Irock123 · Mon Sep 14, 2009 @ 06:30pm · 0 Comments |
