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.:And I, Am I in This Nightmare of Lies:.

I'm trembling in fear
While you grin and sneer
Through your luscious eyes,
are they really lies?

I hope we could last long
But death always pass by.
Every time I think about it,
I always break down and cry.

I stare into your eyes
What are you thinking?
You glance back at me
And could it be?
Are you the one for me?
Are you my love, my only one?
You turn into a blur,
then suddenly you're gone.

My eyes open, filled with tears
Why have I been dreaming about you for all these years?
Days go by,
Yet it's not goodbye,
I go into a slumber
Never counting a number
I see you again
but still a blur.

I try to deter--
though I see you hurt,
Am I the cure?
I don't even know you
but still I care.
Every time I wake up,
You're not there

You're only with me in my dreams,
The spirits won't catch us,
Ignore the screams,
We are forever locked in this--
this nightmare of lies.

Now I see you falling from the sky
But you drop dead in front of me in a blink of an eye.
I shut my eyes in anguish,
I ran away, no one beside me,
My heart aches, I feel languish

Remembering the past
monsters following us in a place so vast.
They snarl at us with ferocity
Suddenly we shot forward in an incredible velocity.
Feeling the night wind we jump from roof to roof,
Being a vampire, others don't even have proof.

Running hand in hand through a dark underpass
were we in an impasse?
Ignoring the screams of the sprits behind us,
My worries has gone with one caress.

But you didn't die once, but did twice
Yes, your head was then sliced,
Placed there on that bed
lying there with no head.
I cried with your evil mother
There was no way out one way or the other.

All at once you've gone insane
I ended up in your retain,
in the well and there I suffered
I drowned to death, nothing to gain.

My eyes open, filled with fear
Why have I been dreaming about you for this whole year?
I will continue to remember those ties
I am now awake and writing about my nightmare of lies