mm...
Nass really upset me lastnight..
I feel horrible, I shouldn't have gotten mad..
I don't know what happened, we were talking, then he said something and I just...flipped. All the emotion I'd held in poured out like a waterfall almost.
It's my own fault though..he wouldn't be so closed if he didn't think he had to be towards me
I don't know if theres anything either of us can do..I just wish I could go back and change it all, but I can't. And I can't talk to him for a while..
I'm leaving gaia for a bit. As well as IM's. I'll be back to update Just. but not much more.
I just need to stand on my own two feet for awhile...just need to breathe.
mm..I never thought it's be like this...I blame myself though.
And I just feel so..helpless with this..
I just..I don't want to make him open up..it's not fair..but I don't think it'll work out either way..
There isn't anything I think I can do..
I'll be back in a few days. Maybe then it'll be fine..
angel08 · Mon Nov 22, 2004 @ 08:43pm · 3 Comments |