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Im a natural busy bee and i just cnt help it! i pack my schedule tight cuz when i think too much i think about bad things.. and it makes me unhappy. anyways i am single. i like it cuz last year boys were so inportant to me but i realized tht guys arent the most inportant thing in my life and they shouldnt be in any girls life and the same goes for guys. even though ur single doesnt mean u cnt enjoy life. so this year i had a plan to stop dating, i didnt start "dating" til lik last year so i should survive and i wanted to focus more on more inportant stuff like school (im a nerd and i kno it), my drama class especially, my school's musical which is rlly inportant to me, and my dance class, its my fourth year. But turns out my plan isnt as easy as i thought..... i mean i lik being single cuz i get to flirt w/ who evr i want and i love it cuz im a natural flirt (even though im a horrible one stressed ) but i always see couples all ovr the place!! whether im watchign tv, hangin out at the mall/movies or just at school!!!! its driving me insane cuz i miss how i used to feel when i had someone who thoguht ni was special just for being myself and someone who liked me not only for my looks but for how i acted. it made me feel lik i had somewhere i belonged.... but i'll tuff it out cuz im not exactly the prom queen or anything so unless someone i lik asks me out i will stick to my plan razz im out for now be bak later.
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