The restless urge to write at night is a bipolar thing, for sure. I keep a blog on another website, but I can't log in anymore - my old computer (which can't be updated because it's a Mac & I've lost the password) - is getting so outdated that I find there are more and more sites with java too advanced for this dear old bucket of bolts. I don't think that I have anything particularly interesting to say tonight - I just felt the compulsive desire to write something, no matter how short or how dull.
I'm restless tonight. I feel like my heart/soul/mind is a soup that is being stirred up - a churning sensation within me - that I need to do something, just not sure what. Ah, the joys of being bipolar *sarcasm* ...
I can't get away from the feeling that something is horribly wrong in my life. I feel that there is something I am supposed to be doing and that, because I don't know what it is yet, I am not doing it. I feel that I am in the wrong place, doing the wrong thing - but I don't know what I should be doing with my life ...
One thing I know for sure: being unemployed sucks.
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