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4 am. Sleep should be an option. Yet it isn't. Somehow I think deepest at night, well, morning, I guess. Maybe it's not so much deepest as it is just thoughts that have no chance to get out unless I have nothing more to think about. Why can't I think like this all the time? Why must we, as people, not be so... aware of what we think? Why is it that we can never see as much as the truth, when it's four inches in front of our face? Why are we so incredibly blind to the world around us? Why are we so incredibly self centered that nothing phases us except our own issues at hand? Why do I have to think of this right before I go to bed?