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im sorry i did but im glad we are still together and i love u david so much

i feel so alone
and so cold i have nothing
but a empty heart in real
life i walk through the school halls
seeing couples kissing and hugging then i feel
the pain and sorrow cause i have no one here
by my side and i dont know why my life feels so empty
each day my heart brakes to pieces and no one knows
and in real life i wish i had a guy to hug me and kiss me
and to treat me right. The guy who loves me lives in a different state
which brakes my heart even more.i dont know what to do and when i get home from school i start to cry cause i have nothing special in my life i want that guy to be with me in real life now or i might just die slowly on the inside. when thats done i will have nothing left no emotions no nothing i might feel as cold as the dead i just want the lover who loves me to be with me right now so i wont be empty inside no more