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I'm feeling kinda ill today... (waiiih) and have slacked off a lot! i haven't been able to finish that program i'm supposed to pass on tue's too... sob.... i'm such a sloth!!

well that program is fairly easy to finish anyways my only problem is that case study we'll be passing on friday.... sigh.... i hate doing feasibility studies and case studies!! those are no fun!! i prefer hands on programming any day.... and wish we had a lot more projects that has something to do with programming....

well, i don't really have much to discuss today... because all i did today was surf gaia, read fics and the usual hobbies i do....

Which reminds me!! Waiiih! i need to work on chapter 14 of my fic soon! darn it! i'm still clueless on how i'll be able to write in Ed's PoV! hmp! i'm getting really frustrated and i might end up just narrating the whole events instead of writing it as his PoV! it's really hard to get into his character! (though Al's PoV is really easy to manage! he's such a sweet and nice guy that writing in his character is really easy!) but Ed isn't as nice, and his brain doesn't work the way gentlemen like Al's does, so i'm at a total lost! I dunno how will i deal with his PoV~! T,T

sigh... this sucks... i can't draw Ed... i can't write in his PoV form.... sigh.... why can't i do the things i really want to do??

or rather i can't do it right!!!

I can draw Winry okay, and Al too... (i can even draw Rose!! +Mei, Ling and Ran Fan as well *mostly in chibi forms*+) but i can't draw Ed right!! (well i have been able to draw him right... but only once!!! waiih!!!)

i'm such a frustrated artist!! crying (ack, the word artists sends chills into my spine! i don't deserve to be called an artist! waiiih... but that is the only expression that can fully describe how i feel right now, so there.....) xp

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