Well it's been a little while since i've written a journal...not that much has gone on. Tomorrow i might be able to spend the day with my boyfriend i have my fingers crossed and hopefully i'll be able to go...i really miss him and need to see him. I know that i say this over and over again but this summer hasn't turned out the way i expected it, in alot of ways it has turned out for the better and in some ways it hasnt. I guess you can't really have happiness without sacrifice...i never really understood that until now. Life really isn't fair but i guess at the same time it's the things you go through in life that make you who you are or that mold and define you into the person that your meant to be......i don't know if thats the way it's suppose to be but thats the way i see it. Everything that i have been put through everything that i am being put through and everything that im going to be put through is going to turn me into a better person....
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