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So Brianna and I were talking and she started going on about how so was sorry about how she treated me over the last year. She was like " I was only mean to you because they were. I just didn't want them to treat me like that. " So pretty much she was being a total b***h towards me so that her "friends" would be nice to her. Wht would she even want them as friends anyways. Is it really worth it. Oviously for her yes. She oviously wanted them to be her friends so much that she was willing to hurt me. We have been friends since grade 1 and this whole year she treated me like s**t and then she had the nerve to ask me to forgive her. When I asked why she was like " Because I probably won't see them much anymore " So I'm pretty much her second choice. All those years of being friends meant nothing to her. I seen it coming but it still hurts. I knew it was gonna happen but I still hoped that she would realized that they weren't worth it. She let them treat me like crap so they wouldn't treat her like crap. She helped them . I can't forgive her for all the pain that she caused. Nor can I forget about it. I went throught way to much because of her to just forgive and forget.