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Honestly if you read this you care which I thank you for.

Okaaaay.

Well My friend Rebecca aka Bexxies helped me realize I've been going soft on too many people.
YES YOU PEOPLE KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!
I'm a real mean person sometimes when you mess with my friends and someone made my friend Rebecca ticked and I went all soft lovey dovey and forgave.Yes you know who you are!
ewww much with the lovey dovey
I've been nice to those who hate me and love me...
Yes yet again you know who you are!
I hate being all soft because when I'm soft I cry alot when I cry alot I show weakness.
So I'm tired of the crying.Forget my tears and get tough shesh.
I am not going to be totally mean but I'm tired of getting attached then my heart being broke and me just forgiving.
Rebecca when I was together with her yes I'm bi got a problem with it Leave.
when Rebecca and I were together she knew I hated being soft she knew when I cried I was dying and I was showing too much weakness.
heh.
Thanks you know who you are
Listen and listen good you barely know me I barely and hardly know you but I know enough to trust but I doubt you have enough on me to Trust
You probably heard about me so now lets shut up and take notes!
Now lets see:
I hate showing weaknesses really
I get majorly ticked if you do anything to my friends.
I swear alot when I'm really mad and just don't care.
I put dots in sentences to show I'm unhappy,sad,mad or even thinking
when I hide its because I don't feel safe.
when I'm alone I feel like I have no one.
When you don't talk to me in a long time I lose intrest in you (in your case lets hope you start talking bud)
I say bud when you make me mad
I put a guy's arm in a cast after he made me mad and hurt my brother I just wouldn't put up with it.
I'm basically weird and not normal but that me For ya.
if my friends say your a D*ck well I have to think about it alot and if you don't talk to me that leads me to my friend's side (sorry)
I really dun like hugs unless I feel a need for them or if your really close to me.
ALSO you never command me to do anything or I'll just be really mad and lose my intrest more.
I hate when someone calls me messed up because then you hate me and my friends and I love them more than anything in the world.even you.
When you say something wrong to my friends I know.
I'm really insecure so if you go around just without a sound and shiz I get scared that'd I'll lose you.
I'm a depressed child so if you make me depressed I'll seriously go grab a knife
AND THIS WILL BE THE BIG ONE!:
YOU NEVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT MY FRIENDS OR I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN OR MAKE YOUR LIFE H*LL!Yup I have people who can do that smile


So basically I'll do anything to make you happy but I have feelings and friends so if you diss them I'll make you pay.
Basically you can say if your mom or dad warned you of making someone like me mad then yeah I'm the girl you don't do that to.Good Luuuck

I really hate being this mean and soft emo

::Amber::