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Written on 5/19/09 debuted on 5/21/09

Dealing with my memories of blackness...
Even though i lived through this at times...
At last i have reached my goal of psycho..
Dying memories in my heart of blackness..

Waiting for the night to see the end..
All night i have my nightmares..
Lying awake in the dead of night..
Loathing myself for having this dreadful fear..
Seems like nothing ever can change the past.

Don't you see, take the first letter out of every space.
Everyone just stare at it at now...
All eyes on the word..
Dead Walls spelled out the words of letters..

Wait, did you see it now?
Always haunting me i did not know that..
Loathing the word so damn much..
Laughter turns into my deepest sorrows.
Slaying all my good inside me..

Again it appeared into this writing piece..
How dreadful is it to see.. Dead Walls..
Twice in this piece...
The bricks in the walls are cracking....

Run... head to the never lands...

The bricks of the walls.... conceit my every word..
My curse overpowers me...
Dead walls....