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~Tender Sugar~

I run I fall what ripped away
check my body now
was it body or soul
the darkness fades fades to the light
disappearing now
disappears from the night

And all these nightmares I once had
as a child
the morning always came
it came too late
what did my mind forget
forget to hide
could be the nightmare be awake
I don't know

In or out up or down
never know its an illusion
round and round on and on
every day spins my confusion

Not again, not again, not again
from this dream I can't awake
what is real, what is real, what is real
it's getting hard for me to take
what I need, what I need, what I need
a little something I rely
and the white sugar gently hides me

Oh the sweet sugar saves me
it's the room that confines me
confines me
sweet sugar

Yesterday back and forth
broken door no longer opens
breaking down need it now
mother's sugar always loves me

Not again, not again, not again
from this dream I can't awake
what is real, what is real, what is real
it's getting hard for me to take
what I need, what I need, what I need
a little something I rely
and the white sugar gently hides me

Oh the sweet sugar saves me
it's the room that confines me

~Your Rain~

Dancing alone again
again the rain falling
only the scent of you remains
to dance with me

Nobody showed me how to return the love you give to me
mom never holds me dad loves a stranger more than me

I never wanted to ever bring you down
all that I need are some simple loving words

You touched my body once
it burns me still softly
never forgets never again will be
I cry

Out of my head and I don't know what I found
over and over I feel it break me down

On the sidewalk of the city
are my screams just a whisper
busy people going nowhere
see me soak in the rain
no compassion nothing matters
my resistance is waiting
like a flower in the basement
waiting for a lonely death

Out of my head and I don't know what I found
over and over I feel it break me down

On the sidewalk of the city
are my screams just a whisper
busy people going nowhere
see me soak in the rain
no compassion nothing matters
my resistance is waiting
like a flower in the basement
waiting for a lonely death

~Cradle of Forest~

There deep
Deep in the forest night
Children dance the waltz
They laugh
Whispering hand in hand
Just like children like to do
Their eyes
What are they looking for?
White dress flutters the beat
Their song
Starting to make some sense
Only if you're listening...

Dance
Dance like butterflies
Shadows appear
Right before my eyes
Sounds
Echo the absurd
Hard to explain
Something that I heard

Now
Hear the forest talking
Insects and birds
Does the scent of soil and beast
Breathe the life into the animal you hide
It's a great illusion
One never knows
When you think you're really alone
Feel the eyes of someone looking in on you

Again
See how the children play
Red moon colours the trees
Their feet
Innocent rustling sounds
Playful, dreamlike fantasies

Dance
Dance like butterflies
Shadows appear
Right before my eyes
Sounds
Echo the absurd
Hard to explain
Something that I heard

Now
Hear the forest talking
Insects and birds
Does the scent of soil and beast
Breathe the life into the animal you hide?
It's a great illusion
One never knows
When you think you're really alone
Feel the eyes of someone looking in on you

Now
Hear the forest talking
Insects and birds
Does the scent of soil and beast
Breathe the life into the animal you hide
It's a great illusion
One never knows
When you think you're really alone
Feel the eyes of someone looking in on you