Dear Diary,
What a wonderful day I've had! I've met some very helpful people in this community. The "Vampire Town Centre", that's what I call it even though I don't know what the official name was, was such a fun place to be. I met one sort of mean person because I couldn't open my mouth to speak, and that really didn't start us off in the right way. I can't remember his name right now... was it Mondo something? I don't remember. But if I were to see him again in his very interesting outfit, I might just remember. I did try to speak to him again, but I think he had enough of me. He was right to call me a newb, but what he said and when he said it, and how he was in his attitude didn't really make me want to be his friend, or try.
But I really shouldn't focus on the negative when I had a chance to meet some nice, and one very "interesting" person. 3nodding She is my friend now, but it was so funny when she kept on trying to bite me. It was so funny. I ran around the tree dodging her, and she finally gave up. haha. Yay me! rofl She's nice though... I think. xd I met a very helpful person too, and was so nice to me, even though I was new. That was Xx_Mistaken_xX. I think I have a new friend that can appreciate art along with me. She likes Waterhouse. smile ill Kalmia was nice to me too. I love his wings. He's a vampire. Hmm, come to think of it, I think they were all vampires. Of course... well, not of course. I was there, feeling quite out of place. I must've stuck out like a sore thumb around everyone. Haha. Oh yah. ill Kalmia bit me. That was a shocker to say the least. He assured me I wouldn't be infected though. He did point me in the right direction to become infected though. haha. I don't know. I think I like being me the way I am, even though I have so many things to work on. sad
Anyways, it's good to get out. It's been so long since my dad past away. It has been so hard to deal with his death. I just wish other kids could know how I feel/felt. Then perhaps they could love their parents more. I love you Dad. But I wish you knew it more. I wish I could've been a better person to you. I thank you for loving me and caring for me. I'm sorry if I have ever made you sad. I am so sad now thinking that I could have been better, more loving, listened more. Sorry dad. I love you. Please forgive me, even though I know you can't hear me now. emo
Oh. It has been a happy day. I didn't expect that ending Dear Diary. Thanks for listening anyhow.
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Dear Diary, you are the one I come to when nobody else can possibly understand. :(
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