im going to sf to see my great grandma. yesterday my brother called me saying she went to the hospital again (she went 2 weeks before) and she's really sick this time, the doctors dont know if she'll survive, dont know how long, maybe days, weeks..but they didnt say months or years. im so scared, i feel so messed up, i dont know what to do. ><;
im just hoping she'll make it through. she's such an important person to me, she took care of many of us when we were young. me and my brother, my dad, my uncles and aunt, of coarse my grandpa. this never happened before, where someone close to me is dying (hopefully not), so i dont know how to deal with it..><;
im praying for her now and im hoping she will be strong enough to make it through.
ugh..im just writing what im thinking right now, my mind is in such a blur i dont know what im saying and i dont care if you think im just stupid for saying all this and if this doesnt make any sense but i dont care, i dont want to hear about it.
oh most likely the trip to asia will be cancelled but thats not even important anymore, just saying it to some, if you're wondering..
-edit- going to leave on wednesday. ;.;
i might come and check things up if i have a chance to..
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Anyways. Buck up, and be strong for her if she finds herself incapable. Love yas, and I'm always here if you need a shoulder to cry on, or an elbow to balance yourself with. Much love. heart