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Today was fun. I went to the mall with Sean and Cody - even though Sean was tossing sexual jokes around cheerfully like it was Christmas! It was about time I got out of the house. I'd been cooped up there all day. On the other hand, Dad is trying to get rid of the kittens; it's upsetting because I get so attached to them. Heh. Sean is attached to one of them as well, but he doesn't take it so seriously as I do.

I had been desperately trying to find a way to get some money. I want to get Wii points to get that Wii internet channel! But, alas, getting them free isn't easy. Nor is getting $20.

Hmmm... Lately, I've been thinking about relationships and stuff. I mean, when you haven't dated anyone for 3 years, you just start thinking about them. It's so very random for me. But my thoughts are simple. Like... Am I going to fall in love with anyone anytime soon? Or.. I notice that it's much more lonely; when you're with someone, it's like this: friends + lover + me = complete. But I also notice that it's that much harder to fall asleep at night after watching a scary movie. And there's no one to talk to for problems. Most of my friends sort or listen, then forget about it. Also, there's no one that cares for you in that way.. I don't know why, but those thoughts always seem to cross my mind when I get very thoughtful - but that's not the only things I think of at my thoughtful moments.

Oh, my friends and family seem to have different thoughts on my hair. Like it's weird, or they think it's crap, or they think it's cute.

Well... It's 12:00am now... So I better get some sleep. I know I'll wake up early in the morning.