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So today someone asked me "How's life treating you lately?" and I lied to them because I said "Good how about you?" but actually I wanted to say "Well life's treating me horribly today. Actually I think it would be called abuse. Do you know why? Well because one of my friends is mad at me for something I didn't even do, I keep getting hurt by random people, I was 'acidentally' pushed into a certain 'someone' [but I ain't saying who], my dad is sick, and my mom went to the doctor this week and the docotr said my mum has signs of kidney failure. Oh and when I went to the doctors last week he said I might have sine flu. So I guess lifes really really hates me. Fun isn't it? *cough*sarcasm*cough*" But instead I decided to just say "Good."
So many things can be covered up by one word. One simple little lie. But you can't hide whatever you are lying about from yourself because you know you are lying. And those thoughs are swimming around in your head blocking almost everything out. So you are just in your own world with your little lies [or pretty much any lies you've told] slowly consuming your head so the real world doesn't exist.
Well that's only if you were me. So if you aren't me you are lucky.

Bye now. sad