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When I am alone, I look to the sky. Nothing to really see, or feel. I know he's is here, though. Watching me. I'm lost in my mind as I feel myself drifting to sleep, My guardians work is over. I close my eyes and begin to dream. I dream of hell. Fire. Hate. I can't get it out of my mind. I finally wake up, seeing my body is wet from sweat. I was running away from someone, something. Just like any other dream, I don't remember who I was running from now. My guardian, My hope, My love has fallen. her white feathers still slowly dropping from the ceiling. I remembered her as the moon. White as the moon. Beautiful as the moon. My terror has filled my head with only one memory of her now. Blood stains, the feathers were no longer white. My mind was blocked by images from yesturday, I thought I was dreaming, So I hid under my blanket. Not a sound came from me. Not a sound in the world could move me. I was only dreaming, I would wake up soon and see her, waiting beside me for a new day, Never to be broken apart. I wake up...I wake up...and nothing...nothing has changed. white wings shredded, red stained into them. The smell of death, a fimiliar face...innocent on the floor...her eyes are closed...her hair is stained with red, just like her feathers. Her eyebrows are resting gently on her forhead, dress torn, arms...legs...slaughtered...I began to cry...I couldn't stand to see her anymore, her innocent face...It was my fault, I feel asleep, I should have been watching. But, then I noticed... in her hand...I walked to her slowly, I could hardly breath when I finally got to her. I held her hand, it was cold and warm...the blood kept it warm...I noticed what she had in her hand, it was for me, a note. It read "Please, do not cry. I am not dead, for I was never alive..."

ethanman85
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Commented on: Sun May 31, 2009 @ 10:59am


	wow. veary deep. veary emotional. veary veary awesome. mrgreen heart

Commented on: Mon Jun 01, 2009 @ 12:02am


	So emotional. I like it very much ^_^

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Nihonese
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Commented on: Mon Jun 01, 2009 @ 12:22am


	Dark and passionate. There is a lot of emotion coming through the words. Awesome job, you've got talent.

Commented on: Mon Jun 01, 2009 @ 09:45am


	Phenominal Job on this entry, it was very deep and sorrowful. It seems like you have a knack for this Good job! ^^ and as always: write on!

Mr_Skellington001
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ichigo 8D
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Commented on: Tue Jun 02, 2009 @ 12:02am


	u rly good at this stuff :3 ..the end was rly cool ...9.5/10

Commented on: Wed Jun 03, 2009 @ 02:26am


	Very epic 10 3nodding

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quinonez
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Commented on: Thu Jun 04, 2009 @ 03:51am


	very good 7/10

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