Well, I really haven't typed anything for a long while, but, generally i write stuff on random paper I have at the time, so I have been expressing myself, which, is apparently important? But do you really think it's that important? Probably... don't want to hold everything in, right? You might just explode, you never know!
I dont' know what this world is about. Some people say it's love, some people say it's to help other people, some people say it's to find a God, but I don't know if a God really even exhists. I was raised Catholic, but to be honest, I don't understand any of it. I don't understand how any of it can be so godly and still be so flawed and organized and non-accepting...
Have you ever noticed how masculine oriented the Catholic church is? Women can be nuns, men can be preists, monks, bishops, popes, and anything else you could possibly think of, except nuns. Also, nuns have a horrible reputation, have you noticed? But all the men possitions in the Catholic church are stereotypically kind and loving.
When I was little and didn't know that women couldn't be preists, that's what I wanted to be. No joke. I wanted to be a preist. Then, when i learned that women couldn't be preists, I still wanted to be a preist, and for a while, I decided that I would spend my life trying to desegregate the genders in the Catholic church. Then I thought about why I would want to be a preist, and I came to the conclusion that I wanted to help children that had nobody. Or somebody that was never there. Soon later I got EXTREMEMLY feminist, more than you could know, and I got angry at the Catholic church and wanted to be an assasin... ya, gotta go now...
I dont' know what this world is about. Some people say it's love, some people say it's to help other people, some people say it's to find a God, but I don't know if a God really even exhists. I was raised Catholic, but to be honest, I don't understand any of it. I don't understand how any of it can be so godly and still be so flawed and organized and non-accepting...
Have you ever noticed how masculine oriented the Catholic church is? Women can be nuns, men can be preists, monks, bishops, popes, and anything else you could possibly think of, except nuns. Also, nuns have a horrible reputation, have you noticed? But all the men possitions in the Catholic church are stereotypically kind and loving.
When I was little and didn't know that women couldn't be preists, that's what I wanted to be. No joke. I wanted to be a preist. Then, when i learned that women couldn't be preists, I still wanted to be a preist, and for a while, I decided that I would spend my life trying to desegregate the genders in the Catholic church. Then I thought about why I would want to be a preist, and I came to the conclusion that I wanted to help children that had nobody. Or somebody that was never there. Soon later I got EXTREMEMLY feminist, more than you could know, and I got angry at the Catholic church and wanted to be an assasin... ya, gotta go now...
