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I guess I live for disappointment
Since it's all you recieve from me
And again I'm always sorry
I'm not who you want me to be

I'm a walking disaster
And you know It's true
After all I'm a mistake
And now I proved it to you

Everything I end up doing
And all of the things I say
Reminds you of my Father
I'm sorry I'm that way

I don't mean to carry his image
Or his unfaithful personality
Cause deep down inside
You're who I want to be

These things I don't do on purpose
I want you to know I'm not lying
And I know it seems so unreal
But inside I'm slowly dieing

I know I fail
Each and evey day
So, I apologize again
For the way i continuously stay

I love you so much
Even Though it doesn't show
And I care about you like crazy
I just wanted you to know