i feel like a silence has fallen on me.
like if i opened my mouth to talk, nothing would come out, even if i screamed.
i worry that i am becoming so insignificant that I'll disapear, and a part of me os more worrying..the part that's ok with that.
if i would be gone..i would be happy as i disapear.
but at the same time..i would be sorry.
sorry to miss the rest of the life of my love.
sorry to never see a my child.
sorry i was never there for you.
so sorry to hurt my love and family.
so sad to never be who i have aimed to be.
and yet.
half of me is ok to go away.
the half that says..
its fine..they will be fine.
life is gonna go on past you.
you can trust him to grow strong and move on.
...
why do i have an internal argument over something.
that is always
insignificant.
 Never Ask Dante · Thu May 07, 2009 @ 11:38pm · 1 Comments |
