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even though i cant stand to be alive
its fun to see my friends advance ahead of me
all of them are so cool
except for archiball
everyone seems to have so much to live for
im still looking for something to live for
even though i thought one time i did.....................
that person left
geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez
now that i listen to myself i can see why im such a emo panda
anyways rok on fellow gaia guys and girls
or my friend reg who i have no idea what category he fits lol jk jk
if he is reading, if not i meant it lol
anyways anyone else out there who thinks that they dont have a reason to live, make friends, create a reason to live
i know my reason and i will hold on to her 4evr
bcause evn though i cant have her
she gives life a new meaning for me and it gives me hope to the future